She finished her tea as I was done with my food. She munched distractedly on a petal she’d picked from the flower, which appeared little the worse for wear at the bottom of the cup. As she swallowed, she fished into her purse and withdrew a small copper plaque, which she set on the table in front of me. It was a smaller version of the plaque I’d thumbprinted the evening before. “By law,” she intoned, “I must ask you to renew the contract every day. I’m doing it this morning because if you decline to continue now, you’re liable only for one night’s stay. Just say ‘Yes’ or ‘No’ to the agreement printed there and press both thumbs into the appropriate circle.”
I quickly glanced over the agreement – there were no surprises – and affirmed the contract with a word, thumbprints, and DNA. “I’m very resolved on this, Jane.” I mustered all of my sincerity when I said so, mostly to remind myself.
“I know.” She returned the plaque to her purse and began fishing for something else. “I could see your determination as soon as I walked in your door. Here, give me your arm a moment. This will hurt a bit.” I complied, stretching my arm out as she opened a small, black leather box and withdrew what looked just like an old accounting stamp. When she held my wrist and pressed it down into the flesh of the underside of my arm, it did hurt, like a bite or a cut. She returned the stamp to her box, and I flipped my arm to see a high-res dot matrix tattoo inked into my flesh. There, now permanently in my arm, was a neat row of foreign symbols. The tattoo began to ooze blood, but she only took my wrist again and pressed a cloth napkin against it for a minute. “It identifies you as a suicide,” she explained. “My suicide, actually. You could say your body is now my property, at least as far as the rest of the girls are concerned. Of course, it won’t prevent you from declining the contract at any time if you change your mind, but then you’ll have a nice souvenir to take away with you.”

